@alisynthesis it really is.

To me it's also about getting used to my "new" instrument. I have written, played and recorded music for years, but entirely producing in the box is new.

Of course I have made things only in the box for theatre, but it's a completely different discipline making something fulfilling others idea, than it is making music that feels like "you". The last one is tough to do alone. At least I feel it is.