If you wanted to see outside of the set, you should've installed Counter Strike!
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I have a handful of behind the scenes things that I think are worth sharing but that requires a lot of curating (given this is photography I need to make sure there's nothing personally revealing), I'll show at some point though
🐭 You've got glue, you've got all the pieces... why don't you go ahead and put everything back together?
#art #furry #mouse #photography
🐭 one quarstion ✋✋✋: whuh??? huh??? wguhhhhh??
Nostalgia troubles #sketch
I probably wouldn't be hitting it if I could figure out the regex for case insensitivity but alas
having a maximum number of words I can mute fucking sucks
I feel like I may have said something along these lines before, but I can't find it and can't remember. This post is probably more detailed if I've already posted about this before.
🐭 I think a thing I've noticed about myself is I have genuinely gotten stupider over time. This isn't me being mean to myself, I just do think with complete sincerity that if I took an IQ test now I'd score worse than I would've back 6 years ago. I think confessing this is better than trying to save face about it and inevitably spiraling into someone who becomes emotionally distressed whenever their knowledge is challenged at all.
It is of course incredibly upsetting, because knowledge is just something I value. It really comes to my attention when I notice gaps in my memory that used to be second nature to me... fields that I used to be totally dedicated to now having moments like "What's the difference between classical and operant conditioning?? Umm... I think I need to look that up to refresh my memory on it then I'll get back to you.". I'm honestly more concerned about how it impacts others and don't care that much about how it impacts my own life? I can sit pretty comfortably knowing I'm happy to learn and still constantly striving to do so in spite of the conditions, the ability to learn is the most important ability any individual can have.
I take full responsibility for the course of my life, but I think my mental health is also partially to blame. Being anxious, demotivated, and depressed for basically every waking moment of my life for the last decade simply isn't conducive to maintaining my ability to function. School forced me to stay occupied, but now... if my thoughts are loud, I can't sit down and read a book, I can't open up my laptop to program, often times I can hardly even relax with a game. This has resulted me in being inactive to a point of total dullness. Despite popular belief, you can forget how to ride a bike, and I've forgotten. (Metaphorically. I never got to learn how to ride a bike.)
I am genuinely losing my mind and myself, and I thank everyone for sticking around through it all.
I FORGOT THE E
edit: haha no I didn't
Hi all!
I just opened up a Kofi because I have been struggling to find employment and have some old medical bills that I'd really like to get sorted. Having a source of income beyond that initial goal would also be nice, but that's getting ahead of myself.
With this Kofi, I'm also opening up some $1.50 commissions. That's not a typo, I'm that desperate. For $1.50 I will be taking requests for doodles in KolourPaint. More details in the attached image.
Boosts heavily appreciated. I may do streams dedicated to fulfilling these requests, depending on overall interest.
https://ko-fi.com/maemele
https://ko-fi.com/c/e2c3a3b59e
#art #furry #mouse #commission #paint #kofi
@MaeMele@bark.wolp.chat is my new (semi)private account, if you want some insights into more personal/spicy stuff, that's where it'll be. I will likely do some occasional public posting of stuff I just wouldn't want to put here as well. I thought it'd be cool to try out Wafrn for this rather than keeping myself limited to just Sharkey.
This is still my primary account and nothing has changed regarding that. This other account is just for the sake of trying new things and testing the waters of being more transparent with/about myself without any of the pressures that would come with airing it out to the hundred something accounts that follow me.
I remember twitter having a circles kind of thing where you can define groupings of friends that could have exclusive posts, and as much as I regret to say anything positive about the site I do think that's a cool feature for scenarios like this
I feel like Sharkey wouldn't have much issue replicating it, just do the dm feature but allow it to be autofilled and also allow it to not notify the people being mentioned
Does anyone know any good Sharkey instances that aren't this one (this one is obviously the best I love you critters.gay)?
I had my private account elsewhere because I do just like taking full advantage of decentralized stuff to the fullest extent... but people kept vagueposting about some sort of controversy with it... and I couldn't find anything about it despite it being treated as common enough knowledge to not speak of directly.
It probably wasn't anything, but not knowing added a strong discomfort to the whole ordeal that made me feel it was best to not leave any chances.
So yeah now I'm looking for a new place for a private account, it may just end up being here because I know I'm completely safe here, but I feel a little weird about having 2 accounts here.
And the sketch (linework technically, I don't tend to do cleanup phase) because I like it.
I'd classify some more hybrid approaches like Gen 5 Pokemon's time system where time of day is synced, but season changes on a monthly basis, under B as well.
What is your preferred format for games oriented around daily play?
Assume that in this context such mechanics are implemented purely as a creative decision rather than as a means of monetization.
Choice A being something like how Animal Crossing handles it where it tries to be as close as possible to real world time in every way, Choice B being something like Splatoon where there's some real world waiting for stuff, but you can mostly play whenever without worrying too much about what time you're playing it.
🐭 PokeMMO drives me insane because it's a fully fledged PC Port of several DS era Pokemon games with a fuck ton of QOL and enhancements, such as:
- Direct Keyboard/Mouse controls.
- An interface designed for 1 screen that's fully navigable with any control scheme of your choosing.
- Dynamic widescreen.
- More advanced trainer AI that actually strategizes around your party.
- Traveling between different regions.
- Not to mention a fair amount of completely new and unique mechanics, side content, etc.
And then you dare propose that maybe, just maybe, you wanna play this offline, or at least host a server locally. And the developers hit you with "If you want to play singleplayer, just play the original game on the DS, it's the exact same experience. Are you stupid? Why would you ever want to play an MMO without the MMO part? We've been here this long, we're NEVER going anywhere, how stupid you are to worry about the future."
Sorry for seeing a full ass fucking PC remake of my favorite Pokemon games ever which additionally addresses almost all of the pain points that have made replays grow a bit boring, and being like... wow! I really don't want this to disappear in the future! I wanna just play this without any of the online bullshit!
This has driven me up a wall for fucking years.
Hi. This is the obligatory "turns out I'm plural" post. I'm Alyssa, you know that part by now, my new headmate is Mae. It's confusing and new but I'm trying my best to healthily exist with this (and her), this is a part of that.
https://maespace.neocities.org/ has been updated to account for this, I recommend reading it. It is less informative than I'd like it to be because Mae is adverse to really describing herself, but it's still informative enough, I'd say.
🐭 is indicative that something is written by Alyssa
🐐 is indicative that something is written by Mae
If you don't understand plurality, https://morethanone.info/ seems like a good resource to read up on. Thank you.
Here are pictures that me and her have drawn about it, respectively.
