What am I doing? I'm drinking a $20k bottle of wine my bonus grandfather gave me. It's a 1975 Cabernet Sauvignon from a Napa vineyard that doesn't exist anymore. He owned it at one time. He said "At some point the world will wear you down and you will feel worthless. You'll need this to remind you that you aren't". I'm lonely, I'm exhausted, I'm bored. I want conversation with someone who doesn't forget what we're talking about. I want sex. And everyone are fucking retards. #wine