i am enthused about making stuff again since i've dragged myself kicking and screaming back to finishing something i've been [not] working on for three years

it took all of my tricks. i got an food that i like, made all the tea that i like, shifted around and cleaned my workspace, and am rewatching a series i really like only while working on the thing

i wish it didn't take this amount of reverse engineering and daily care to just get motivated to do a thing.. but at least i know how