I swear there is a correlation between "days where I feel like I smell weird, almost like the night tablets?" and "days where day meds allow me to fuckin WORK and not just stare at the work feeling anxious and frustrated"
I realise that may sound absurd but it has enough of a "plausible physiological link that nobody will directly profit from researching therefore they don't" feeling that it... actually worries me because I do not want to smell like tablets ty