Trying to adult today; everything still feels so hard and makes me cry.

At least 5 times today I’ve wanted to text my friend and ask her opinion or advice.

I’m especially missing her hero with the narrative about how my conditions have become disabling for my SSDI application. She was going to be one of the people the SSA could contact about me since she not only had known me for close to 40 years, but also used to help people through SSA claims at a nonprofit organization she used to work at.