I don't know why, but I was always drawn to kink even as a teen. Maybe it was a 'safe' way for me to express my sexuality since it wasn't intimate. Maybe I felt like I lacked control and the thought of being the one to take it away was appealing to me. Maybe I would've been kinky no matter how I would've been raised.

But the life I lead now is one the world I come from would call filth. for so many reasons. And yet- here I am. and its where, I feel, I do belong.