... it's probably an entirely me thing, but it's just too soulless to me. i watched coworkers spend more money and run better wrappers. it did not feel better to me.

i was fortunate enough to have worked a few years doing something i sorta liked. i don't care enough about what is the future of software to grind down my soul to feed to the machine god's altar. maybe this is coming to an end.

i'm probably doing it wrong. call me a luddite (pej.) or something.

you're probably right.