The feeling of writing things that are basically in an attention competition with a mix of better positioned professionals and infinite bullshit machines is getting to me today.
I genuinely have no idea how many people ever read my stuff (whether that's actual academic papers, blogposts, stories, forum posts, whatever), but it doesn't feel like most of it makes any impact, which then makes it harder to push myself through the barrier of writing more things to put on the dust gathering piles.