Listen, paramilitary organisations in global north countries grind you to dust and destroy your personhood when you work for them. But that's not the main reason they are bad! They are fascistic organisations that uphold colonialist states and their exploits in extractivism in the global south. They grind brown people to dust far more efficiently and as their main goals! That is the only reason you should need to not join them! And don't come at me with how you needed to "to survive" either, you cannot put your own existence over the systemic destruction of life, dignity, and other people as CONCEPTS and then say it was your only way out. I'd rather die than support inherent evil, maybe you should feel the same? At least don't brag about it...