Edit; We've since realized, after looking it up, this is actually common enough to have research backing our particular symptoms.
Despite only one other person with a mcad recognizing them.. since they also have them.
That being, anger and rage, and/or emotional sensitivity, during histamine reactions. ( https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666354625001061 ) ... So, I guess that specifically is what we're seeking help understanding- why this is, any personal experiences, etc.
We believe we have a neuropsych - mcad.
the 'psychiatry' part of this is essentially just saying 'this effects a persons mental health', so not opposed to the diagnosis..;
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuropsychiatric_systemic_lupus_erythematosus
A friend with this pointed it out to us.
We think, going by this possibly being caused by antibodies (mast cells) and/or histamines, the same can occur with mast cell activation disorders in the right conditions.
We think its also tied in with us possibly experiencing csa, if we did. If not caused by it, then intertwined with it in an unusual fashion. If not csa, then certainly our other trauma.
If anyone knows about this, especially similar cases to us, please let us know.