I've always compartmentalized work. I like the work, I don't always love the _job_, which is the context in which I do the work, and those are two separate things.
There always were communities where you could find people like me who just, you know, really really like what they do and it's their whole thing, trying to make things they find beautiful.
Lately I don't feel like like that's true anymore, and I sit there uncomfortably, with a sense of "well, where do I go then?"