I'm in kind of a weird state right now. The last few weeks have been such a mess that when I was struck just now by a need for comfort and familiarity, I was disturbed to realize nothing is comfortable and familiar anymore. It's been too long. I'm not immersed in anything, and I can't bring myself to start anything without getting comfortable again. ;.;

I guess it's time to wait it out and hope things change. :/