I hope my website doesn't give off the "AI vibe" tbh
It uses a design with solid top borders, rounded corners on the bottom, and a flat highlight color (sky blue). I had this long before AI ever came around.
I have... been considering romance. I have felt it mostly for guys, tbh; gals are alright but the feeling is stronger to men. Something about guys feels like I relate more often.
The asymmetric relationship of a doll is felt so hard, really. I feel like I have a lot of needs. I know my partner needs support—they are strong but not without a call for help—but I feel meek with what I can do. I will do anything in any way I can, but I feel like I can only do so much, and I worry I might not "be enough." Someone, hold my hand through this and give me patience for not being a god.
This recent moment in my life has left a lot for me to question, tbh. I've more recently been accepting of being a dollthing, and I think a part of it speaks to some of my needs: it's not just unconditional love, it's also having someone who can support me in my weakest moments. I am not able to maintain a relationship unless I really, absolutely feel it, so maybe... if it already existed and was a part of my life, I would feel like it would be more natural. If life were just not so frustrating, if my brain could somehow just magically relate to having romantic attraction towards someone, maybe I would be making "first steps" more often.
I'm conflicted ever saying this, because I wind up having two needs: a need to be single, and a need to have someone who's there for me. I do have feelings for romance, but nobody ever triggers it, not even the closest of friends at this point. Even when it does, I shut it down because it's an enormous responsibility that I'm not sure I actually can commit to, ever, because I don't express love in the neurotypical way, and as such I won't meet those demands.
What if security in life was always assured? What if it was normal to support without these untold expectations of return, that someone being happy was enough and my "weird" love expressions were actually considered valid? What if we were allowed to congregate in a safe and secure environment, free from the noise and stimulus and chaos of the outside world? Love is made out to be so magically transactional nowadays, life is expected to be a competition. I hate every moment of it.
What if you held this doll
Huh
What if you took it to bed and cuddled it and whispered sweet nothings to it
HELL YEAH
tail
Don't give Sam Altman any of your RAM, give it to me. Doll is going to be using it on responsible things like active universe simulations and wait what the fuck was that sprigtrap. guys I am scared. help guys. guys. please help me. guys. help me.
I wish I could tell you how exactly being a doll is euphoric, maybe I already have. But the name speaks to me unlike anything else.
There is something deeply affirming about being associated as one. It goes far beyond any adult interest, it resonates in any context. It feels like it's always been there. And I wish I had words for why.
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Hi again everyone!
For the rest of the week, I will be doing comms to help a friend build their contingency fund. Their car broke down and they just narrowly recovered, so I'll be doing whatever I can to help them stay afloat.
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if you toss doll in a room, is ne a live explosive?
Plushification and dollification are peak fr. Turn me into a stuffy. Tie my limbs with string. Come, make me so that I am entirely fit to be at your whims. I am yours.
It's weird to say that I empathize with dolls and plushies, I think...
...but it is true...
neurotypical who corrects you
neurotypical who is unaffected by every problem and refuses to understand there are those less fortunate or unable to adapt than they are
neurotypical who thinks you're exaggerating and starts approprating your experiences
neurotypical who asks the same question 3 consecutive times after you already answered it
did you know if you chip off the head of a soulless corporation's mascot with a driver club, it makes the same sound as a golf ball
We lost Tynan to the AI craze and I think we should come to 1.7 with extreme caution.