I will once again block the internet on my mac until at least tomorrow morning, all I want to do is grind lately, it kills me that what I work on is not stuff I can show online yet

I need a friend to go to the gym with :( I just wanna do dope monk shit

I am so happy that Jester, one of my absolute favourite characters of all time, does not drink alcohol. I can't believe how much it helps mentally, I still want to get drunk often but it's reactionary to me finally being alone after being with my parents, I do not want to drink I want to forget I live with them, fuck that shit

I'll put this in a spoiler just in case but I want to spit out, I'm in a mindset right now where I'm just extremely chasing purity, and self control. I don't fucking want to watch porn anymore rn, not today satan, not right now. So sexual energy is just piling the ffff up, and it makes not living alone even tougher. I don't want to be on instagram, I don't want to consume shit. I want to self isolate AF irl, sit the fuck down, and FUCKING TYPE DESIGN. I want to prepare teaching, save money to move out. Stand the fuck up at the end of the day, run, lift, learn calisthenics, track my fckn protein, fast, and rest by watching ppl play Dungeons and Dragons for hours, that's it, period, that's all I want lately

I will be 6 months sober the day after my 32nd birthday, so September 7th. It's a FUCKING MIRACLE. No no you don't get it it's a FUCKING MIRACLE. The ONLY last piece of the puzzle I need is to live alone to have the time to focus on getting fit and not surviving through my parents. I am working so hard I am trying so fucking hard to make money through type but I'm not there yet

All I want to be is a DnD chaotic good monk irl. All I honest to God crave is purity, healthiness, and genuine work

I'm getting my fckn mindset back omfg. I am extremely excited for fall, all I want to do is type design, teach, get fitter as fuck, eat better, move more, just grind hardcore, go to the fckn gym, I will be the girl I want to be I'm getting closer each try

I love the Mighty Nein more daily tbh. It’s crazy to me to admit it’s one of the things I’ve ever loved the most throughout my life

Insane to do list today lol

37 Celsius in my room :’)

Got my steps in by going a strawberry matcha run and preordering Mighty Nein Origins tome 2 at my local comics store… Feeling amazing

In my type files folder on my computer I have 330 files of sans serif typefaces, and 119 of display typefaces. But in my reference collection folder, I have 1568 items in my display folder, and 433 in my sans folder. Lol. That's me in a nutshell

Move aside Trinité, this is now my favourite font of all time

Guys I quit type design. It has already been won

Going to the seaside soon, preparing myself lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEa2AOLKloE

HECK yeah

I miss my grandma. She was so beautiful, like an Old Hollywood actress

This record is phenomenal. Insane music https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/album/047T4GfCU7gmOY3IdRjNL8?si=-3sA9TkxQNWqvcxgtGGHfQ

Found a gamification plugin for Obsidian earlier and my productivity is skyrocketing today

I'm raving sorry but this piece just blows my mind like she GETS it