long story short: i might be getting kicked out of my house/forced to stay at a strongly homophobic household pretty soon thanks to my own actions, and while i could attribute this to transphobia and abusive parents and whatnot, it feels unfair to do so, at least in its entirety. i can't really assess the current risk i find myself in, as the situation could escalate or de-escalate rapidly. if you could spare some money or spread the word it would mean the world to me, but there's no pressure, we're all struggling in our own ways. i'm currently looking for a job and these funds would go to ensuring i don't die in the meantime. scroll to the bottom for payment thingies.

short story long: i'm kinda fucked?

this is a very personal story so i'm not going to share every single detail for obvious reasons.

i've decided to drop out of university. along with the fact that my current life plan involves moving out and studying an entirely different career in an entirely different country that won't let me transfer my credits, i've also just been dealing with shitty mental health stuff. you know. pretty standard stuff.

of course this didn't sit well with my parents, who've been uh, "abusive", and whatnot. won't go into detail but they're not evil, just, bad. and kind of transphobic.

i've received many threats from them, including being kicked out of the house and forced to move in with my homophobic grandparents. the fact they're homophobic is most likely what guided this decision, as they explicitly brought it up as a form of punishment.

i won't say i'm innocent or free from any guilt or whatever, i should've told them sooner or at least kept up the studying until i was able to safely move out, but of course, Mental Health

so now i need money to ensure i can hopefully survive in the event that they do decide to kick me out. i'm currently applying for jobs as well, so this money will go towards ensuring i don't die while unemployed. i'm worried they'll find and take/destroy my estrogen as well, so any money i get would also go towards getting a new vial and supplies in the event that my current hrt stuff is destroyed.

please, PLEASE Don't feel like you MUST Donate. i'm not in any immediate risk, seemingly, at least for the time being. i hate to beg and i especially hate to make claims about the severity of the situation i'm in, ULTRA ESPECIALLY SO because of how volatile it is and how prone they are to just, changing their minds, or getting angrier, or deciding on a different sort of punishment.

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if you still want to donate, you can uh, send me monero:
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and if you'd rather skip all that bullshit and send me fiat (that means normal money) you can dm me and ask for my paypal or something just please don't leak it

yeah that's it

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