I think I hated wrestling even more. Wrestling was, in my mind, basically formalized fighting, but on the floor. I was terrible in fights. I always got my ass kicked and I got my ass kicked a lot.
School phys ed wrestling was no different.
I wound up spraining all four fingers on one hand at one point. That was fucking terrible.
Did anyone stop to help me? Nope, they just tossed insults at me.
Ask me why I think sports is bullshit. I fucking hate sports. I associate it with childhood trauma.