I glance over
at the bed
on the corner of my bed;
this odd fixture;
out of place,
a cat's bed
in a catless home.
It just melted into
the background pattern of the room,
and became
just another thing
there.
Had I forgotten,
that this bed you almost never used
was the one I carried you in
the last day of your life?
When you were too weak
to carry yourself,
I carried you.
In
that
bed.
on the corner
of my bed.
This background fixture
dormant for so long
suddenly sprang back into view.
And I remember
just how many days
the scent of your tiny body
clung to those fibers.
And there i sat
so many times,
inhaling memories,
exhaling tears.