It’s not just a blow to confidence that I can shake off. It knocks my entire SELF-IDENTITY off its moorings. I CAN’T stop it from hitting me, it makes me question my EXISTENCE.

It can put me on my back for days, though I’m getting better at catching it, so I can pull out of it faster (sometimes) - which I did just now, I hope.

I hate it.

There’s a line from a Splashdown song that points to it:
“If the rings that I run were lines, just imagine how much farther I could be…”
#adhd #AuDHD