You know how I think we ended up like this? I'm working on some music..pretty cool...and I've been doing a lot of other cool things coding, and other things...and...I enjoy it! And I feel so guilty for it, because I was raised by materialistic parents of the 80s that...you are not supposed to enjoy working. You enjoy the money you make from working. You HAVE to be miserable to live. And that is such a weird mentality, and a hard one to get over. I want to enjoy living to live. Money is a bonus.