Just massively depressed myself by looking through the profile of someone who is now dead, and then thinking of a friend who I've not seen for 3 years and no one has heard from for like 2 and just hoping they're still alive y'know
or if they're not, that they're at least at peace or something
@theresnotime *hugggggg*
Aug 10, 2026, 10:32 PM@theresnotime I've been doing the same today... I don't know what, but something reminded me of her again and I couldn't stop myself. :/ It's just so painful every time. I'm so sorry you have to go through that too.
@lianna *hugs* I'm sorry too.. it's so painful but it's like hearing them again, knowing those words were written once by the living person and not just a memory
Aug 10, 2026, 10:37 PM@theresnotime Yeah, exactly. so many things I come across online or irl where my first intuitive reaction is just "omg I gotta show this to em lol" and then it hits me that I can't show em anything anymore...
Aug 10, 2026, 10:38 PM@theresnotime I wonder if we're actually talking about the same person, given that I think we both knew her? I dont know, im sorry if this is weird. It's just, well, half past midnight and I'm sentimental
@lianna I was looking through 39c3 things and thought of poss, so maybe?