So, I've just ordered the book "Life after cars" by @TheWarOnCars

(Here you can check where you can buy it with shipping to Poland:
https://www.ceneo.pl/189750628)

I wanted to buy this book after I get my driving licence, but after I've failed my 7-th attempt to pass practical driving test, I doubt if it will ever happen.

The irony is that I want to work in nature protection. To do so, I am required to drive. And by doing so, I will contribute more to the degradation of nature.

I think I will not be a good driver too. I am quite bad at divided attention and I freeze whenever I hear a sudden loud noice.

I know there are many bad and even worse drivers out there on the roads. But it doesn't encourage me to try and become one. Rather to the contrary.