does anyone have resources on detransitioning? (mtftm)

i've been on feminizing HRT for a few years and i've become pretty confident that i'm not a girl. i've stayed on HRT because i've liked being androgynous, but the maintenance is really starting to wear me down

i'm afraid of what might happen to my body if i stop HRT suddenly. particularly my boobs, but also generally the androgynous appearance

i don't know what i want yet but i want to know my options

#askfedi #detransition