strongest "-" energy state in many months. fucking wild dude. wild. the meds barely move the needle. it's hard to even remain standing for more than 2 minutes (I was just throwing boxes in the recycle bin). I have to walk like 1.5 miles, actually needed to like 8 hours ago. not sure how the hell I'm not gonna collapse on the way.

bet you $5 I'm wide awake and plenty energetic by 11pm though. it might not happen but my money's on yes.