@APBBlue I was thinking about the medical trauma I have from my IBD tenure while I was standing there looking at the fancy machine. I don't have active PTSD or anything, but definitely residuals and I'm sure that's part of why I'm so angry. There's not really any reason for me to be this angry. Irritated, sure. Maybe even appreciative for the thorough job to ensure it is benign. And a small percentage of me is. But overall, just livid it went down like this.