The things I wish I did better at vocalizing versus writing Things that I wish I had the heart to say or, a way that I am being heard and not dramadic.
I don’t expect anyone to be around all of the time by any means. AndI don’t need or want to take up the whole entire conversation but, I do wish that people just listened to what I had to say. They don’t have to have a super special response. Or, even a think piece. People are so short when I talk about my interests or, just general feelings.
I am not perfect at all and I knowthatand I am aware. AndI knowthat I can interrupt people sometimes unintentionally. But, I do my best to be there for those I care about. And I know that people are not going to show up the same way I do all of thetime. But, at least show up. I am not writingthis tobe upset in the way that most people may veiw this. I just need to get it all out there.
Yes I know that the phone and texting works both ways. I also know that why reach out to people who aren’t really interested in what I have to say?
Yes, yes people get busy and such and that is fine. That isn’t the issue. And why only call me if you only want something from me. Or are lookig for someone?
I am aware thatI am not for everyone and I am aware that the world doesn’t revolve around me. However, if you truly don’t want to hear or care about anything I have to say. Just be honest and don’t be fake about it. Don’t call. Don’t waist our time. If I truly do not add any value to your life please just leave me alone.
And Please don’t say that you are there for me if you truly don’t wanna be.