Returning home, I saw a group of young people dressed up for Halloween, and I wished them a lot of fun.
I didn't know them, and now I cringe at my own behavior. At least they didn't ignore me and thanked me for the good wishes.
CW for racism and how to effectively deal with it
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Can someone give me a hug? I feel quite nostalgic and sad right now.
I just remember how my mother used to steal stuff I created to display it in her own room. For example, I once planed to draw a small story, with pictures for each scene. I never finished it because once the first frame was done, she took it and glued it to her closet. She didn't ask for permission to do that, and it made me lose momentum.
Something very similar happened when I wanted to create a guirlande of crocheted owls, which I never finished because she just took twe first two to display them In her bedroom. Again, she didn't ask for permission, and it made me loose any motivation to finish.
Remembering this I realised she is a thief, and that is one of the many ways she used to stomp on my boundaries.
In diesen Arzikel wird Herr Professor Schieffer interviewed. Er forscht an Post Covid und versucht Betroffene zu helfen. Er hat was etwas entdeckt, was ein Teil der Betroffenen hilft. Er erklärt auch, wieso das Virus weiterhin gefährlich ist.
My ex-abuser told me at the beginning of our relationship that he had thought in the past that he could be a psychopath. Back then I didn't know that to say such a thing was a red flag, and that he was telling me who he was. Maybe that dud wasn't a psychopath but a narcissist, but he was 100% a manipulative horrible person. Maybe that is what both of them have in common that gives me the creeps?
My ex-abuser doesn't look like Elon Musk at all, but each time I see a photo from Musk, I see something that makes me remember my ex-abuser. I am still unable to point at what it is, but it could be that they have both very similar vibes.
Anyway, that dude (Musk) creeps me out in a way that other billionaires don't.
Ich habe was gebastelt... #antifaSticker
Kennst sich hier jemand aus mit Aufhebung vom Arbeitsvertrag während man krankgeschrieben ist?
Ich habe da nichts unterschrieben, bin aber noch wegen Long Covid krankgeschrieben. Mir wurde gesagt dass die mich sonst kündigen.
Falls es relevant ist, ich habe den Verdacht dass ich mich von Covid nicht erholt habe weil ich an dem Zeitpunkt einen Burnout hatte, was von einem Projekt kam wo ich alleise saß.
Edit to add: ich habe entschieden einen Anwalt zu fragen, der mich am Montag kontaktieren wird.
When my grandmother died on 2018, my mother and brother organized her funeral and the stay in the city she was being buried.
They decided in which hotel my mother, my brother, hid wife and I where staying, how long we where staying and that I was sleeping in the same room as my mother. I was on my thirties, btw.
I was never asked if I was fine with the plans. Before they told me about it they called me but I didn't pick up the call because I happen to have a life and I missed the call.
When I wrote back to point out that their plans don't work for me, and that I will book my own hotel room, thank you very much, they reacted quite angrily and pretended I was stupid for "throwing away money".
Those where a lot of red flags, right? I felt so pressured that I ended not going to the funeral because I didn't want them to make me have a nervous breakdown.
I just saw a youtube video warning about partners who call you too much and expect you to answer every call. That video made me remember that situation back then.
I sent an email to my choir warning about the high number of current infections, providing a good source of information, advising that people mask, and offering to bring some myself to give away.
White old dude replies with a (???) after the high incidence on the subject, sends me an article of a german public media about how november looked like, which cites the numbers collectes of our RKI. Including their measured number of cases, and by that I mean those with suspicious low numbers because almost no one is reporting. The graphic with the amount of virus in the wastewater is suspiciosly not shown.
He also sends me an article talking about "long flu". Cool that someone also reports that you can get permanent damage because of Influenza, but that article claims that in the most cases the damage is anxiety and depression which is suspicious.
A part of me wants to give white old dude a high five with a chair on his face, a part of me wants to be more polite and explain to him why some of the official numbers are unfortunately not to be trusted.
I also know by experience that trying to reason with old wite dudes never goes well, and they very frequently treat you with contempt if you assume they are reasonable.
My question is: what would you do?
I just wanted to translate "Fuck the Roman Empire" into Latin to write it into my Signal-Staus, but google translate translated it into "Fortuna imperium Romanum", which is suspicious.
I checked which meanings fortuna has into latin, and it's all stuff like good luck and fortune.
And this is why you don't blindly trust automatic translations.
Tonight I dreamed that I defended myself of my ex, successfully made him face consequences and then him whining in the internet about how "unfair" it is, and that he did "nothing wrong", and I think I'm healing.
Do you know that feeling when your brain will get scanned, and you want the results to be ok because that means your brain has no damage, but at the same time you want to be there something, so that you can stop feeling like you are making things up?
I just want to give up
@blinry Das musst du sehen, und es ist dieses mal kein rickrolling, versprochen!
This little cutie was photographed in Stone Town, Zanzibar (Tanzania).
In Stone Town there are a lot of cats, and some of the residents take care of them.
Ich habe für Weihnachten was tolles von @Fuchskind bekommen!
During Covid my voice started to act strange, in the sense that I didn't always hat the tone of my voice under control. After getting well my voice got better too, but now when I sing I am not able to hit the correct notes as I user too. Since I sing in a choir, this is a problem for me.
Does someone else have this problem? In the internet I found some articles about Covid affecting your hearing, but almost anything about the voice.
Today I had some pain in my left chest again, but less, and only for a while. Anxiety has also gone down, so yay!