honestly it was a nice break from staring into the abyss of being deported. I love using hand tools. yay

adhesive is true evil

actually yesterday a cutie pulled me out of this with a long hug and a fat kiss, so, it is recoverable

been dropping to an old headspace at my community kitchen lately. overwhelmed with life rn so I tend to focus on repetitive physical tasks but, there's lots of loud banging and loud voices and uh. knives. and I'm not trying to make friends as much, so I don't initiate like I used to, so folks keep to german and I tune it out. eventually, I believe it'd be a burden to bother them with english? and then, eventually, I believe I shouldn't speak? or make eye contact. or exist. ah shit. you again.

this means I have to assert dominance here, right?

I'm glad I live in Hannover, there's such great bike roads. Hamburg's like, oh you wanna skate? wrong. cobblestone attack 🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨

codeberg annual review meeting is NICE. and it's in english! very lovely :)

women--*cough*
weather

>almost 9pm
>open window
REGRET.

the rats are looking healthy and ROUND tonight 🐀

understanding variable names: is this about threading (the needle) or (multi) threading

it's not about skill, shit just happens. I've had too many concussions. I hate seeing friends with head injuries.

skating home from hospital visit
ALWAYS. WEAR. YOUR. HELMET. BIKING.

EUROPEANS, YES YOU.

I opened my laptop's back panel and a JS sticker fell out from GPN yay :D

email jumpscare "Porkbun Domain Renewal Notice" for a domain I have zero memory of ever purchasing >_>

oh maybe it's not the code, maybe I'm frustrated because its 27°C in my house at 11am >~<

(52.382, 9.688)

was caught off guard with a "hey! :) what're you doing here!" so I just read out the stacktraces of the last few mental threads

then realized "oh not much, hbu" would've been the better answer >_<

talked for over 2hr straight about community-led package ecosystems, trust chains, signoffs, sboms, code review, compile/USE flags, linking, build reproducibility, awawawa

and wikis like whether to even try documenting lineage/history/drama/ownership changes

aaaaaa

it can't only be me who wants more transparency/awareness about the code that's actually on our machines, right?

good stuff wow

lots of unknowns. such a huge topic. but it's nice to take notes

need more homies who are into this

do I go all the way to Neuwied (Koblenz) for a kleinanzeigen pickup >_> thats a LOT of train time gwuh

but device mainlining calls to me 🥲