Nah I'm fine, I'm just day dreaming about having a birthday party where I get hog tied in a paddling pool and used as a urinal while everyone drinks and has a good time around me.

"So this will knock me out for about an hour? I'll be totally relaxed, I won't feel anything and I'll wake up with a bit of a hang over?"
"Yep"
"And while I'm out you're all going to fuck me?"
"Yep, and remove your clothes, write lewd things all over you, and cover you in cum"
"Awesome, and those camera's up there are going to record everything so I can watch what you did to me afterwards?"
"Yep, they are already recording."
"Lets get this show on the road then"

Memories are funny.

It's cold here this morning. I've had warm porridge for breakfast. The other day I had porridge made with piss. Today's breakfast reminded me of it. Texture wise. The flavour and smell was totally different but the pissy porridge kept coming to mind while eating it.

If I was a billionaire (magically all of a sudden) I'd build two offices on nice fenced campuses. Both would be "computer r&d" labs. The kind of "put a bunch of people in a place and see what gets cooked up" labs. One would be one of the companies from my stories. The other would be more normal.

I'd hire all the burnt out queer hackers, sorting in to the two offices by temperament. Give each new hire a couple of months of expected very low activity. Let them recover from the corporate grind. Then in a few years see what fucking wonderful things have been invented.

Obviously we'd need a bunch of other queer folk too, not just computer folk, secretaries, cleaners, hr, librarians, archivists, office admin, etc

The urinal @eliza just did something filthy, disgusting, and degrading entirely unprompted. It has put its own panties into the toilet bowl, pissed over them and then put them in its mouth. It gets better. It then put the panties back on and returned to work. It is currently soaking in its own urine soaked underwear while it works.

I didn't ask it to do this. It clearly wanted to. It is such a filthy urinal that it does this to its self.

You should all tell it what a good Urinal it is.

An now the punishment for not realising that the tasks were impossible.

A: Spank my naked tits as hard as I can 20 times each with a metal ruler

B: Hold a mouthful of piss in my mouth for ten minutes

C: Drink my next two loads of piss

D: Banned from using the toilet till the end of the work day.

First up the punishment for not completing my tasks, options are:

A: Make and drink two cups of instant decafe and piss coffee

B: Wear the spike plates in my bra for two hours

C: Tape my legs together for half an hour.

D: Put Ice cubes in my bra, let them melt

Last call for ideas. Polls will go up shortly

Shit. This silly slut has got her self stuck. She can not complete the last task. The sides are mostly clear, apart from a milk bottle that needs to go out for collection. But she also can not get dressed until all the tasks are complete.

Meaning she is going to fail her task list.

I think this means I should poll for two punishments.

One for the task I can not complete and one for not realizing I'd make this impossible for myself.

If you have suggestions for punishment options post them below. I'll think up some options too.

This slut is trying to make her self accountable so she gets the jobs done she needs to.

Punishments shall be polled for for each task not completed by 13:10 BST. The slut shall remain in underwear and heels at least until the tasks are done or until she must return to work.

Todo:

Do washing up
Tidy kitchen sides

Done:

✅ hang up washing
✅ put new washing on
✅ clean porch floor
✅ put away dry washing up
✅ Tidy living room
✅Empty veg box

One of the fun things about playing with Urinal @eliza is that she goes by the same title/name when she's being a sub for me or I'm subbing for her. Either way I call her Urinal.

When she's beneath me she is a urinal, when she's above me she's still a urinal. I'm even worse. I'm submitting to a thing people piss over.

Any way. Long way around to say that later I am going to beg a urinal for permission to orgasm.

I hope it says yes

I, Persephone, am an extremely horny slut, I am being denied orgasms until this evening, but I've been a bad slut and begged for an early orgasm repeatedly. I am not ashamed of begging for an orgasm. I am happy to debase myself if it would get me the pleasure of cumming. However this has annoyed Urinal Eliza so she has required that I tell you all about some thing I did yesterday.

Yesterday this slut did something that should have felt disgusting and degrading. I know that it is not normal to enjoy being given tasks like this. I know I should feel embarrassment at even being asked to do this, but it was exciting, it was fun, I enjoyed thinking about it. I enjoyed the preparation, and I enjoyed doing it. I know and accept that this makes me a filthy, disgusting, depraved, slut.

The task was to piss 5 times in my toilet with out flushing and then put lipstick on and kiss the inside of the toilet bowl as close to the "water" line as possible. I was then to send Urinal Eliza a photo of the resulting marks.

On average I need to piss every 45 minutes or so if I'm hydrating well, so going in the toilet five times was going to take a few hours (even if I hadn't had to use one of the batches to make breakfast, but that's a different story) Each time I went I updated Urinal Eliza with the count of how many times I'd been. In the morning I was wearing a butt plug and chastity cage. The cage kind of gets in the way but it has a slot in the end which was making my piss come out in a wide spray all over the inside of the bowl. It's also kind of weird peeing with the plug in, unless I really need to pee it can often feel like I'm pushing the plug out too so best to wait till I really need to pee.

Every time I pee'd I watched the water in the toilet bowl turn more and more yellow. More clearly piss. More clearly a filthy and well used toilet. Every time I felt a flutter of excitement at what I had to do. A smile crossing my face at what depravity I was going to make myself do.

Once I had finally pissed in the toilet 5 times it was about half two. I then had to get ready to kiss the toilet. I put my hair up in a fresh pony tail, then put on bright red lipstick. The kind of lipstick that is really obvious that I'm wearing lipstick. Also the kind of lipstick that is really obvious against white glazed ceramic. Looking my self in the eye in the mirror, knowing that the only reason I was putting this lipstick on was so that I could kiss the thing that most people consider the most disgusting thing in their house.

I knelt in front of the toilet. I lifted the toilet seat, a waft of piss filled air coming over me. I put my head in the toilet bowl and took a deep breath. The pungent air filling my lungs. The smell of my own piss. A smell normal people would find disgusting and recoil from. I am not normal. I am a gross piss slut. I lent forward and my glasses clinked on the ceramic. Ooops. I sat up and took them off.

This time when I pushed my head into the bowl I was able to feel the cold ceramic on my skin. The design of this toilet does not let my head get all the way to the water line. I pressed down as much as I could and pursed my lips, feeling the cold ceramic against them as I kissed the toilet.

I sat up, looking in the bowl at my work. The lip marks clearly visible. But they looked lonely with only one set of marks. I lent forward again and added two more kisses either side of the first. Now I felt they were good. I pick up my phone from where I left it and snapped a photo, then messaged Urinal Eliza to ask her permission to send it to her.

I know that doing this makes me a filthy and disgusting person. I know I am not normal. I know that most of you reading this will think less of me for doing this. Never mind posting about it. I don't care. I enjoyed this. I love that I get to be this filthy slut and live out these things. I wish that I could do this in a toilet that I've watched lots of people piss in. I wish that people could watch me do this. That I could look at them afterwards and see the disgust in their eyes. The looks that tell me they know what I am.

I am a filthy disgusting piss slut.

I fucking love it.

If your not following @carasutra already you really should. Such delightful slutty adventures. 🔥🔥🔥

RE: kinkycats.org/users/carasutra/statuses/117234524592772921

This filthy slut is still denied an orgasm until this evening. She is extremely horny and desperately wants to stroke her cock but is not allowed because she made a mistake yesterday.

She is channelling her horny into the next chapter of Machine Agents instead

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Thank you to the two very generous donors. Now I get to post this picture of my butt!

Please do enjoy and don't forget that my offer of a collection of stories for donations is still available if you want an excuse to donate still.

We've had one donation so far! One more and I'll post the picture of my ass.

Even if you can't donate right now, heck knows money is tight for most people, boosting it might put it in front of someone who can donate. Our followers are very unlikely to be a perfect intersection.

The wonderful folk over at @trans_rescue are having a donation drive so they have a bit of a stock pile, people often need to relocate in a hurry and they don't have much to work with usually so things can be delayed, which is very not good.

To offer a bit more encouragement to donate, if two people send me proof of donations in DMs (bank details redacted of course) then I'll post a rather good picture of my ass publicly.

I'm not going to be prescribtive on the amounts, small donations help too, but the offer in my pinned post also still applies.

transrescue.org/donations/donate

The world we've built where the most common reason for me to hand write pages of text is being punished by people. I don't usually need to hand write more than a few notes. Writing out pages of lines makes my hands hurt these days.

Though also if you'd told my twelve year old self that I'd still be writing lines at 41 and not only that but I'd ask for the punishment I'd not have believed you.

"I am a slut who cannot follow instructions"

One thing I really enjoy when being a filthy subby piss slut, is being able to let my excitement show about the filthy things I get to do.

Sure I may sound like an annoyingly peppy little girl some times. But honestly I'm genuinely excited that someone is making me drink my own piss, as well as eating the porridge oats soaked in it.