done!

I gotta un-distract myself and go to the bathtub. See ya!

Boost: https://normal.style/@healyn/117419727422930525

Headmate<Meltcat> lunaDragofelis[32];

@rail there's an edit, open the post on void.lgbt in case it's not visible on your instance

If they make it practically impossible to get a prescription for HRT with either public health insurance or a semi affordable private payer appointment (for example by creating a UK style monopoly system with 200 year waitlists) and at the same time crack down on grey market HRT to the point of making it too unreliable or legally risky to rely on (they already seem to be semi successful on this), I will kill myself as soon as I can.

If I don't find an easier, more reliable or more accessible method until then, I'll go in the forest and eat as many toxic plants and mushrooms I can find and physically stuff into my body.

If someone wants to give me a lethal poison pill stash now so I have one ready just in case, DM me on any encrypted messenger in my bio

I could have started HRT more than five years earlier if medical prescription requirements didn't exist (or at least transgender HRT was over the counter)

RE: https://void.lgbt/objects/b2eb6dd8-9028-4e99-a033-f92a05e911e1

Boost: https://fops.cloud/objects/7e9a39fb-ab47-455e-b516-047b953b2081

Meow and good night. Today I slept until 11:30 at noon and now I'm going to bed already at 20:45. I'm feeling weirdly cold and tense, I think my immune system is fighting *something* right now. I hope it wins by tomorrow morning, me and mom want to go to the last day of Dult (Outdoor bazaar twice a year) tomorrow.

RTL (German commercial TV channel) is really having a split ethics day tonight.

for prime time they're broadcasting fucking Harry Potter, the #1 Transphobia Funding Source Movie. Later in the evening they're then broadcasting Matrix, a movie famously made by two trans women which is heavily implied to be about transition. They announced both on the same screen. Are they trying to atone for broadcasting a transphobe's movie by broadcasting a trans person's movie afterwards? Why not just NOT broadcast the transphobe's movie at all, then?

Good meowning. Still not granted.

Boost: https://masto.ai/@rozeboosje/117410043015510486

Getting a job would be dog-easy under anarcho-communism

RE: https://void.lgbt/objects/cb0a485b-2a24-410f-a04c-df292441cd01

With fur, you can be naked and clothed at the same time.

Boost: https://social.treehouse.systems/@dee/117405606167156894

Good meowning. My wish wasn't granted - yet again.

Meow and good night. Every single night I go to bed with the hope of an overnight miracle of species transformation.

Boost: https://autistics.life/@SecondUniverse/117400801451296081

Most of the time I mentally blank out my physical body. If I close my eyes or look away and imagine myself explicitly in a furry catgirl body, I even get a little boost of gender and species euphoria. Which gets immediately and brutally shattered by a wall of dysphoria the second I see my meat prison in its actual current state.

Do I want to be her or do I want to fuck her? I want to fuck as (and be) her, of course!

- my weird kind of sex-favorable asexuality which can best be described as "autogynephilia if the term wasn't poisoned by having been misapplied to trans lesbians"