The #internet has turned into a complete cesspool of nonsense, and false information. How do I know this? Half of the people on it suddenly have #autism to their knowledge.

The math doesn't math right when only about 1 in 100 are globally, and I recently noticed that #actuallyautistic is now a tag on #mastodon.

Now those of us who really are will probably have to deal with a wave of "No you only think you are!" backlash soon once it starts.

#writing #mentalhealth #neuroscience #neurodivergent

I think I need a #neuroscience degree.

I learned a lot trying to figure out my own problems, and already have a head start.

Lately I haven't posted much.

The main reason is that I just got done living through a #life so horrifying that I can't even fully comprehend it.

Processing everything in retrospect is difficult, and while I'm happy most of the time, it's almost like I'm in a state of shock sometimes.

I'm also deeply hurt by everything that has happened in my life, and a bit lonely too as I realized I'll probably never see anyone I used to care about again.

Time to rebuild.

#writing #ptsd #mentalhealth

If you don't know what #looksmaxxing is, congratulations- you aren't a degenerate.

But they have a king named Clavicular who is very controversial. I realized something about him, and their "beauty" standards:

They are standards usually applied to women, and he kinda looks like a beautiful woman. It's basically a bunch of incels stroking one another's ego while misunderstanding what women actually find attractive.

Lol, and what a giant joke of an echo chamber.

#writing #humor #socialmedia

Huh, so that explains why I act like a war veteran.

I mean other than the nightmare that was being homeless for five years.

#ptsd #cptsd #mentalhealth

I not only think #trump should be removed and imprisoned immediately, I believe every single person who profits from him being in power should be as well. Corruption is a #crime and people have suffered for long enough.

Look at your #gasprices.

Look at #food and the #housingcrisis.

The rising #homelessness I just escaped from myself.

EVERYTHING is broken.

End of story, and show every #maga sheep absolutely no mercy with shame, and guilt as they deserve worse.

#uspol #politics #writing

It actually feels like I am living in the country that is going to get invaded by the rest of the #world when WW3 begins.

I really hope that doesn't happen, as I'm the exact group that would be targeted, and killed off if another #holocaust ever started: half #jewish #autistic and #disabled.

I think I need to find me a rich foreign woman who needs a tall house husband with #tourettes and an attitude problem.

#writing #humor

I'm #writing a #horror short #story and some of my search history for descriptions has definitely been interesting.

Stuff like "audio of flesh being torn apart," and "does a person still make facial expressions after decapitation?" being amongst them.

Or my favorite - "how much TNT to entirely mulch a human sized creature?".

Good thing I'm not a criminal because that shit would definitely get used against me.

#humor #writingcommunity

Why the fuck is #trump still president?

#trump is visibly dying in front of us.

Even compared to the beginning of his presidency - which was insane enough to never be president - he is not doing well.

He doesn't even know the difference between #iran and #taiwan during a recent public interview, when he landed from #china which was absolutely a disaster of a trip.

It's horrifying that a zombie is basically leading the #usa currently.

The zombie apocalypse is #maga. They're certainly zombie-like.

#writing #uspol #politics

How to be stupid 101:

1. Support #trump and then complain about 90% of people no longer wanting anything to do with you, like many are currently.

2. Blame the people avoiding you instead of taking any personal responsibility whatsoever.

#uspol #humor #writing

I've lived a life so traumatic that I don't even really have the capacity to wrap my head around it.

It's almost like my mind protects me from it, as if I was to consider it all too deeply, I would lose any semblance of sanity.

It did for a while, and took #drugs to cope with it all before I was strong enough.

I still do in a way, as I need medication to function.

To be able to still feel joy carrying memories that would break most men.

I don't know how I do.

#writing #ptsd #mentalhealth

Root canals suck.

I have nothing more to say, my entire face hurts and I mumble when I write.

#heath

I have been lifting weights almost every day, and I now have one of those ol' timey strong man bods going on.

Basically the ultimate dad bod, and I am sort of into it.

Also with how many times I have been drugged, assaulted and almost killed in my life, my goal was simply to look like someone you really don't mess with.

Goal accomplished when I am 195, six foot one, and mostly muscle weight.

I don't mind a tummy.

#food is delicious and I was TOO skinny a year ago.

#writing #fitness #health

Well I just discovered my own brother has been stalking me.

If I go missing - Zachary Stears was involved. Possibly in a gang.

I probably won't because he is a manipulative coward, but I figured I would put this here just in case.

#writing #crime #losangeles

I feel lucky to have a free apartment that is more nice than any I've rented before, and many would be envious of.

Then I remember that I had to almost die like 20 times to get it, and suffered homeless for half a decade mostly because of disabilities I did not fully understand, and the resulting addiction.

I could have had an entire house on my own accord if I would have been helped sooner.

#mentalhealth #health #writing #life #usa

I identified a really stupid idea:

The medical recovery facility I stayed at until recently somehow had people getting drugs into the building all the time regardless of who got kicked out.

It shared a fence with an addiction recovery center, which are notorious in #losangeles for being pretty useless at stopping people from getting drugs in.

They were selling #drugs to mentally ill, and injured people through the fence.

Mother fuckers.

#mentalhealth #writing #crime

I have really good genetics for building muscle.

Recently there has been a trend with young men and women using steroids, even as far as #trenbolon which is used for cattle before slaughter.

I have been lifting weights every day, and my arms already look bigger with ZERO drugs of any kind than most of those young men on roids.

Maybe consistency is actually the key, because they often barely work out.

#fitness #health #writing

Hey guys, I finally made a #Bluesky cuz most other social media is dumb and I hate it.

Follow me if you happen to be there as well!

I'll post most things on both, still however and then link to my Instagram for #video content as I think my #scoopz days are over.

It was good practice, time to go where people actually go:

https://bsky.app/profile/jarrenhirez.bsky.social

#writing #socialmedia #instagram

Huh.

I just got followed by the actual #EricBaldwin on #instagram.

I dunno wtf that means but that is pretty cool.

Nice to have some good news for once instead of almost dying about 70 damn times in half a decade.

#writing #life #losangeles