The older the core fantasy, the more neurons it effects kinda deal. I guess I just want to put it out there for anyone else who is struggling with this too.
Being cruel to yourself won't bring your art back. Compounding pressure will probably make it difficult as well.
But it will come back. When it wants to, when you're actually ready for it. You'll know it in the itch of your shoulder when you see your supplies. When lines become play again, when your hand starts to move faster than your brain will catch up.
Just please be kind to yourself. As best you can. Your brain is doing a lot of work behind the scenes & you really don't have any choice but to let it.
@batichi *Extremely* well-said, both the bad & the good.🫠👌
Thank you.🙏❤️🩹🫂